long time no type, this is just a sign i have nothing to do. well i got on pool service at pinch a penny, making good money, about to quite the good money and go to school, ptec to be precise and imma be a mechanic. i graduated on time surprisingly. well at the moment im flat broke, thanks to tools, and looking for a mate...::mating call:: gooo!!!!! well i think i heards a females responce so im out. peace love and gaukamole.....you stay classy deviants, im ron burgandy?

ok so last week roughly i stabbed myself in the chest, bottom line, im ok. ok so heres why this week is gonna be nuts, tomarrow i get paid and i go get ready for a bbq, i am gonna get propane, charcole, and supplies, next paycheck im getting the food. on saturday sammy gets back, on sunday scott gets back, its nikkis b-day, and im going to go visit my grand ma, then on tuesday its sammys b-day, wednesday rainy gets here, and then we are gonna have sammys bday party, then a couple of days later is the 4th and im gonna go to my boss' 4th party/cook out hey who wouldnt want to go to a party w/ $800 of explosives, well i must get to slep i have to be at ptec in the morning and then go buy a ton of crap for zee grill, ok peace, love, and cupcakes.

whats up, well guess what i was in my garage and well my goal is to replace my broken garage door w/ a quick fix replacement well i was checking out the systems and the tension spring on the door was undone by me and thinking it was in a neutral position undid a screw and it unwound and took a chunk out of my thumb about the size of a paper clip and pretty damn deep. it hurt so bad i almost cryed. my thumb is chewed up, its really really gross. the point is, i won, it is unwound and im still walking MWAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAAAA well my thumb really really hurts so peace out

i think its funny that i like never come forward to about anyone how i feel but i can post it to everyone in the world!well i feel like shit, im not too exausted, i didnt get the shit beaten out of me, i havent done anything wrong, im just getting depresses. im lonely and its not like "OH HEY, LETS HANG OUT!" LONELY, but very much so emotionally. im doing very well in school, and i am doing great at my job, i enjoy my job emensely (sp*), im getting my shit together for being a mechanic, my friends are great they r always there when i need em.....everything is doing great! even my love life! like there are some.......4 girls, i think, who like me. but once again its the restrictions. like scotty and his woman are happy rauny and dougy r happy, i think kaleena and zac are doing well, scott and manda are doing well, im surrounded by these happy couples! and im all alone not cause no one likes me but because im not allowed! GAH!i need something to do, something i can do when im home, something to take my mind off of it. what i have been doing is looking at tools to buy, but after uve looked at the same picture for the same tool set for a 45 minute stretch of time (did it the other night) it starts to get old. i wish i could warp my mind into a video game but the only game i have that i havent beaten yet is ffx, and my ps2 only plays ps1 games so im s.o.l., if i had the garage i could start chopping the red car but my mom is lazy and id need a brake bleeder kit (expensive). oh anouther thing my mom is being such a bitch, everything she does is pissing me off, shes just........i cant explain it, ud have to know my mom, then u would know exactly what i mean.
i just havent been in a good mood lately, like i will act like i am and usually i am, but if im not entertained for long enough i just get into this mood where i dont want to goof off or play games im just in this state of ....uhhhhh.......how about "this fucking sucks". seems pretty accurate. well i think im done bitching for today too, so once again...."peace, love, and cupcakes"-Mr. Beck

well i have a job now at pinch-a-penny pool patio and spa, this is good, im saving and spending money on tools so i can become a mechanic, im acctualy passing all my classes and i am probably gonna graduate, yay! uhm scotty has a hot girlfriend, uh i got a 137 peice craftsman socket set and im gonna get an engine lift and stand next thursday after i get paid yayayayayay, uh, i have my licence, all is well but rainy has me on pants restriction and its starting to put some excess stress on me, i havent really talked to her about it because she had justified reasoning about it, but now it just seems like a power trip, and its pissing me off, im really really lonely right now and im not allowed to kiss anyone\, and i think i might be able to find someone to, its not like i wanna run out and get laid but i could use a nice make out session or two u know. hmmmmmmmmmmm what else do i need to talk qabout, she pissed me off the other night cause i had to get to bed cause i had school and she was being immature about it, that really pissed me off cause i thought she had finally grown up but i guess she cant understand that right now, scho9ol is the most important thing in my life and i have to take care of that first hand and that unfortunatly, even though its been a long time since weve seen each other, she has to be put aside. well i think im done bitching so peace!